> I describe the difference between life in SF and life in NY like this: every day in SF ranges from a 6 to an 8 out of 10, while every day in NY ranges from a 2 to an 11.
this took me back to when i first moved :’) i wanted to move to nyc so badly and i didn’t expect how hard and lonely it would be at first - but i always told myself if i’m going to be sad, i’d rather be sad in new york!
“Surrounded by hard-working people across every profession and field, I couldn’t help but become more ambitious and work harder than I had before.” You’ve captured the essence here, but it’s also the Faustian bargain. I also moved here 15 years ago for the same reasons you describe. My schtick is mathematics, not literature; the difference is immaterial. Being able to channel the ambient ambition one’s own momentum valuable, but being able to unplug from competition and be just oneself is key to survival.
the best thing about the ebb and flow of writing is its a reflection of the wavelength of life. cheers, and merry christmas!
merry christmas!
this is so you 😅
> I describe the difference between life in SF and life in NY like this: every day in SF ranges from a 6 to an 8 out of 10, while every day in NY ranges from a 2 to an 11.
this took me back to when i first moved :’) i wanted to move to nyc so badly and i didn’t expect how hard and lonely it would be at first - but i always told myself if i’m going to be sad, i’d rather be sad in new york!
i moved from sf to nyc and have the exact same experience as you. this writing made me feel less insane :)
glad you could relate!!
congrats on your new job and i’m so happy this year turned out well for you! onwarddd
thank you!!
“Surrounded by hard-working people across every profession and field, I couldn’t help but become more ambitious and work harder than I had before.” You’ve captured the essence here, but it’s also the Faustian bargain. I also moved here 15 years ago for the same reasons you describe. My schtick is mathematics, not literature; the difference is immaterial. Being able to channel the ambient ambition one’s own momentum valuable, but being able to unplug from competition and be just oneself is key to survival.
sounds right to me! it’s unlivable to only exist among the feelings of ambition and intensity.
thanks for reading!
I always enjoy your posts and noticed you hadn't posted in awhile. Welcome back, my friend.💜
thank you kathy! i’ve been pretty regular since i switched to biweekly, but i missed a good amount of weeks when i was still trying to write weekly.
happy holidays!
Sounds like this first year has been quite the adventure for you :) All the best next year :)
thank you!
Moving and changing jobs definitely tests your sense of self (I’ve been there :,D) - I’m glad the year has been one of growth!